I miss my Eli

It is Saturday and he has been gone since Monday. I can barely stand it. I am glad that Derek has this time to spend with him and I had summers in Arizona where I brought the kids back to Washington with me for a month. It was nice to hear form Derek today that Eli wanted to see his mom today. It feels good that he misses me but at the same time I don't want him to feel sad. So Eli, I miss you lots.